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3/27/2024

Title: "Emotional Turmoil: Confronting the Ghosts of Abandonment in a Dream"

Okay, before I explain this dream, I have to tell something first. I am an alter in a DID system, yes we are diagnosed. Our twin sibling is also a DID system. I had this dream January 8th this year. I was in an "abusive" situation with another alter, and I was scared of abandonment. The other system, who we call The Lovely System, confronted me about something that isn't really important. I cried, but then I fell asleep. Okay, into the dream. I was chilling on the bottom bunk of our bunk bed. And then the lovely system storms in the room and starts screaming at me. Specifically me. Saying my name and all that stuff. They were saying I ruined their lives, and I was sobbing. I went from sobbing to hysterically crying as they kept screaming at me. But then very quickly, I went from scream crying to completely emotionally numb. I couldn't control what I was saying and doing at that moment. Other alters in front were confused on what was going on. I went on my knees, and with a monotone voice and an emotionless expression, I say "I will do anything for you guys. I will follow your every command" to the Lovely system. I wrapped my arms around their leg, still feeling numb. I still couldn't control myself. They were weirded out and so were alters in my system. Then it ended. The thing is, our mind could've taken that from a fictional character, Hibiki Otonokoji. Her twin sister made her a lifeless puppet. When I told the lovely system about it, they were upset. They were saying that dream I had was going to ruin their entire year, and was acting like it affected them more than me, which kind of irritates me.

Okay, before I explain this dream, I have to tell something first. I am an alter in a DID system, yes we are diagnosed. Our twin sibling is also a DID system. I had this dream January 8th this year. I was in an "abusive" situation with another alter, and I was scared of abandonment. The other system, who we call The Lovely System, confronted me about something that isn't really important. I cried, but then I fell asleep. Okay, into the dream. I was chilling on the bottom bunk of our bunk bed. And then the lovely system storms in the room and starts screaming at me. Specifically me. Saying my name and all that stuff. They were saying I ruined their lives, and I was sobbing. I went from sobbing to hysterically crying as they kept screaming at me. But then very quickly, I went from scream crying to completely emotionally numb. I couldn't control what I was saying and doing at that moment. Other alters in front were confused on what was going on. I went on my knees, and with a monotone voice and an emotionless expression, I say "I will do anything for you guys. I will follow your every command" to the Lovely system. I wrapped my arms around their leg, still feeling numb. I still couldn't control myself. They were weirded out and so were alters in my system. Then it ended. The thing is, our mind could've taken that from a fictional character, Hibiki Otonokoji. Her twin sister made her a lifeless puppet. When I told the lovely system about it, they were upset. They were saying that dream I had was going to ruin their entire year, and was acting like it affected them more than me, which kind of irritates me.

Dream interpretation is highly subjective and can vary depending on individual experiences and emotions. However, based on the details provided, here is a possible interpretation of your dream:

The dream seems to reflect feelings of vulnerability, fear of abandonment, and a strained dynamic within your DID system. The alter within the dream is experiencing a situation where they are being blamed and verbally attacked by another alter. This could symbolize internal conflicts or unresolved issues within the system.

The alter's reaction of going from intense emotions to emotional numbness suggests a possible defense mechanism to cope with overwhelming feelings. The offer to do anything and follow every command may represent a desire to restore harmony within the system and avoid further conflict.

The connection to the fictional character as a source for the dream imagery suggests that your mind may have drawn upon this reference to symbolize or express certain emotions or experiences within your system.

The reaction of the Lovely system, feeling upset and suggesting that the dream will ruin their year, could potentially reflect their own fears and insecurities within the system. It's important to address these concerns and try to foster open communication and understanding within the system to work through any underlying issues.

Ultimately, only you and your fellow alters can fully understand the personal significance and meaning behind the dream. It may be beneficial to talk openly about the dream and its emotional impact within your system to promote healing, understanding, and growth.